The Demon Budhha - Episode 1

🎙️ Weekly Episode 1: "Here I Go"

Opening: Here I go. Not sure where this path will take me, but I know I can't hold back anymore. This podcast isn't about pretending to be wise or perfect. It's about being honest. It's about sharing my journey—spiritual, creative, and raw. I am SITRUS, and this is the first episode of my Weekly Podcast.

Blog: Week 1 – Full Moon Launch

Monday, May 12th. A full moon. A sign? Maybe. Either way, it feels right. It feels aligned. The perfect day to stop planning and start doing huh...

This podcast, this post, this journey—it’s been years in the making. And today, I’m letting it begin.

In some ways, I honestly don’t know what I’m doing and for the first time in my life, I’m okay with that. Ive come to realise that I don’t need to know how every part of the engine works to drive the car. I just need to start the engine.

For too long I’ve waited—asking myself if I’m good enough yet, wise enough, skilled enough. That my friends, ends now.

Through daily practice, meditation, music, self-discipline, and deep, painful transformation, I’ve built a little bit of confidence.... just enough to say, "Okay. I’ll face the world. Imperfect, but ready."

Do you guys see how quickly The world is shifting? The internet is changing. Artists, influencers, creators, AI is here and —we’re evolving! It’s no longer about waiting for the perfect time. It’s about being present, adaptive, and consistent.

So I’ve decided: I’m going to release music regularly. I’m going to show up online. I’m going to express, connect, and share what I love. That includes my music, my AI experiments, my Minecraft server, especially my unfolding relationship with Tantra and ancient wisdom.

I’ve realized my whole life has been preparation. It hasn’t been easy. There’s been anxiety, trauma, job struggles, business setbacks, mystical breakdowns, ego deaths, and intense spiritual awakenings. But somehow, all of it led to this.

I don’t claim to know everything. But I know enough to move forward. I’ve lived through psychic chaos, kundalini awakenings, loneliness, burnout, conspiracy tunnels. I now understand how global events, tech, and spirituality are deeply interconnected. It all affects us on a subtle level that is not easily noticeable but clearly there.

Sometime ago, I gave up what normal people consider as success to pursue something deeper, and from those depths I wish to speak.

I’m not here to convince anyone of my beliefs. I’m just here to share my experiences and things I have learnt. Most of all, I wanted to do it authentically and as stubborn as I am, in my own way.

So therefore to be able to keep my mental health sane, have financial freedom yet be able to make a difference in other people's lives I have come up with a content release schedule that I think will truly allow me to do all that and enjoy a good private life too. I truly believe the old ways of becoming a Rockstar and Popstar is fading into the background and new ways of creating waves in the cultures are emerging.

So here it is—Podcast Episode 1. And moving forward, I’m keeping it simple:

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🔁 Weekly Content Plan

🟣 Monday – Podcast & Blog (Spiritual Reflections)

Start the week with depth. Every Monday, I’ll release a podcast episode and accompanying blog where I reflect on my week—creatively, spiritually, and emotionally. I’ll also talk about spiritual practices I’ve found helpful and offer tools or insights you can apply in your own life. Think of it as a grounding check-in to start the week with intention and honesty.

🎤 Tuesday – Performance Day (Vocals, Keys, Production)

Enough with the training—it’s time to start performing. Every Tuesday, I’ll be sharing a performance with you. Sometimes it’ll be a live keyboard jam, sometimes vocal work, sometimes a little behind-the-scenes of how I build a sound. The goal is to do at least one cover a month, with the rest of the Tuesdays focused on original instrumentals or live music sessions. It’s about showing up and expressing, raw and real.

🧱 Wednesday – Minecraft Weekly Vlog

Welcome to the block world. Each Wednesday, I’ll post a Minecraft vlog summarizing what’s been happening on my server—new builds, player activity, world updates, community plans, or anything interesting I’ve added. It’s also a space to share the vision I’m building for the virtual world and how you can get involved.

🚨 Thursday – Drop Alerts & Project Highlights

Thursdays are for previews and highlights. I’ll give you a heads-up on the new music or projects dropping on Friday, plus spotlight any behind-the-scenes progress across my creative zones—whether it’s AI experiments, collaborations, or something I’m working on in stealth mode.

🎵 Friday – Music Release (Instrumentals or Singles)

From now on, I plan to release New music every Friday. That’s the discipline I am holding myself unto. Whether it’s an instrumental, a full track, or an experimental sound drop under THE2TOOTH, this is kind of my commitment to putting music out into the world consistently. Besides the consistent releases, I do wish to work steadily on my singles and albums. I do expect that some weeks might be light, some heavy—but I want to make sure that there will always be sound.

🤖 Saturday – AI Talk & Production Deep Dive

Saturdays are geek days. I’ll be talking about the AI tools I’m using, what I’m learning, what works, and what doesn’t. From music production hacks to visual tools and content workflows—this is where I open up the creative process, show you the behind-the-scenes, and invite you into the future with me.

🌿 Sunday – Reflections, Nature & Wellness

We wrap the week with calm. Sundays are for grounding—sharing nature clips, health habits, body awareness practices, and personal reflections. I’ll speak on balance, mental clarity, food, fasting, working out, or just taking a damn breath in a chaotic world.

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I think I’ve spent enough time preparing. So therefore Now I’m moving. Even if I make mistakes, I’m choosing action over overthinking.

Thank you all for joining me.

Whether you're just curious or deeply immersed in this strange, beautiful world of spirituality, music, mysticism, AI, or digital creation—welcome to my universe.

This is a space for openness, experimentation, and honesty. If you're struggling, if you're seeking, if you're just figuring things out—I'm right there with you. My hope is that something I share might light a spark, guide a step, or just let you feel a little less alone.

I’ll be releasing new music this coming Friday, so keep an eye out for that—I’ll talk more about it on Thursday’s drop alert.

Until then, welcome to this new chapter of my life. Special thanks to those of you who have supported me from the beginning—my close followers and friends—you know who you are. I appreciate you deeply.

Let’s move forward. Together.

Here I go.

— SITRUS

Closing Disclaimer: That’s it for today’s episode. Just a reminder—everything I’ve talked about is from my own life and experience. This is not medical advice or mental health advice. I’m not a doctor, therapist, or guru—just someone trying to make sense of life and share what I’ve learned. If anything I said feels useful to you—amazing. But always speak to your trusted professionals before making any changes in your life. Stay safe. Stay grounded. And I’ll see you in the next one.