The Demon Buddha - Episode 3

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This episode contains strong language and personal reflections based on my lived experiences, spiritual journey, and emotional process.

It is not intended to serve as medical, psychological, or therapeutic advice.

The techniques and insights shared are drawn from my own path and may not be suitable for everyone. 🙏

If you are struggling with mental health or spiritual crisis, or if you're considering trying any of the practices mentioned, please consult a qualified professional before doing so.

This podcast is for educational, inspirational, and storytelling purposes only. 🧘🏽‍♂️📖

Alright. One... Two... Three... Week No. 3 – The Demon Buddha 😈🧘🏾‍♂️

Here we go, ladies and gentlemen. I look white as f**k. 😅

Anyways, um... you know... A couple of months ago I paid like 50 bucks for a videography course, and one of the things — most important things — that it taught me was:

Try and look at the settings that your iPhone provides you. You know, like the exposure and the light settings, whatever you call it. 📱💡

I'd never used it. And today, I bothered to — and I look completely different. Oh my God, ha ha ha. 😆

Goes to show that people will pay if they are desperate to improve something in their life. You know what I mean?

And if they don't have that information, people are willing to get it — if they value it. If people value it. 💸💭

So ladies and gentlemen, Week No. 3, and here we are.

And this time it's the man here — right here, for real — with this fluffy little thing. 🎤🐾

You know what? It has taken me years just to get to this. Just this — to be able to just speak in front of the camera, and be satisfied with the quality of the sound that is coming out, and the video looking good. 🎧🎬

Now that I know how to just do a little button on the screen... Oh man. 😂

Goes to show like... You know, so many of the highest-paid, skilled workers or influencers or whoever you call it — you know, whatever field — they just know how to do the simple things to the best. 💼

You know, like even in music — I found, like, if you start getting lost in the theory, you will just be disappointed, because you'll never be satisfied. 🎶📚

Because there's always new theoretical stuff to learn, right?

But if you take a little bit of that theory, and just put it to practice every day — now that, in turn, teaches you more theory in itself. But at the same time, you're creating, and you're being productive. ⚙️🎵

You're not just beating yourself up. And the more you beat yourself up, the more you go down the drain.

Because you're wasting time beating yourself up — and yeah, you're wasting time and it's not making it any better, is it? You know?

It just makes things worse. You know — negative thoughts bring in more negative thoughts. That's what I realized.

So — Episode No. 3, guys.

A couple of weeks ago I started this. I didn't think I was gonna be in front of the camera so soon, start talking, you know what I mean?

Like, I've been inside a cave — like, kind of thing in my life — where I just ignored the whole society, and just went into this adventure of my own... Trying to figure out:

What is life? What the hell is God? What the hell are demons? What the hell is all this mental illness s**t? 😤💭

Like... let's just say I got tired of just— I got to a place where I really, really questioned life:

Is this it?

Is this it — like, for the rest of my life I'm just gonna work, pay bills, go to bed, drink beer, go to pub, and just... is this it?

Like, you know?

So that questioning has led me through a lot of places. And um, let's just say — more like internal adventures. 🌌

That perhaps I'm finally kind of ready to share with the world. You know?

Until now, he was just trying to figure out:

What the hell am I experiencing? What the hell just happened to me? You know — what is happening to me?

So, going through books. Going to meet people. Gurus. And you know, whatever you call it, man.

It's a phase. Like — I've seen so many people go through it online. Like, people are sharing their stories.

So I feel much more comfortable sharing it now. 🙏

But when it started with me back in 2014, 2015 — there wasn't much, you know?

You could hear little bits of like Spirit Science, and Sadhguru, and stuff like that... But the amount that is out there now about spiritual practices, different um...Just different practices and different people and different um... paths just coming out and sharing like — yes. You know?

All these things are necessary for humanity to move forward as well. 🌍 Like these... like — these things have kept humanity intact.

And these practices have actually produced some of the — not just some — most of the amazing... what do you call... architecture that you see. 🏛️ Most of the amazing art that you see. 🎨 Music that you hear. 🎵 Amazing fights that you watch. 🥋

You know — it all comes from that place within ourselves that people describe as God, or the Creator, or whatever the hell you call it — the Universe. ✨

It comes from people... uh, somehow finding a way to access that — knowingly or unknowingly.

But uh — definitely — I don’t think any human being ever truly had a thought of their own. In many ways, you know?

Because what is it that we truly are when we really shut off all the thoughts and emotions that we've attached ourselves to?

We just become complete — like we’re not what we think we are, you know?

So yeah — that's what I got to. And even after that... It was quite difficult. Like really, really — it has been painfully difficult. 🧠💥

It was to reintegrate myself into a normality of life. You know? And it still is.

I never wanna have a normal life again. You know? Because I just don’t see the point of... you know — working 45 years in a cubicle and dying. 💼💀

I just do not see the point. Don’t see the point at all.

If somebody forced me — I’ll probably jump out of the window kind of person. 🪟😅 You know what I mean? Like... I will do my best to get the hell out of there.

But everybody has their choices. I've also realized — it doesn’t make me any special, OK? It just means — for me, as a soul, I have a different path. 🛤️

And I wish to try my best to encourage others to do that as well. Because that was the only way I could get out of this mental hell. 🔥🕳️

You know... I had a business. I had a band. I had lots of friends — if you wanna talk about so-called friends. 🎸👥

But um... you know... Nobody really truly understands what you’re going through in here — 🧠💔 until perhaps a certain period comes in your life.

For me — like... Some people call it the spiritual awakening. Some people call it the calling.

But everybody has their time, one day or the other.

I think — as souls — as people who’ve come to experience a human life here... we go through certain stages of development. Not just mentally, emotionally, physically — but spiritually as well. 🌱🧘🏽‍♂️

You know, things that we cannot see are also constantly evolving — within us, around us.

And I think spiritual paths are designed to help us understand that — to help us connect with that part of ourselves that perhaps in the modern world — most people do not even want to touch. 😶‍🌫️

Because to touch it — they will have to move away from what has been told is very, very important.

It has been drilled into us that:

• Getting a good job is very, very important

• Getting stable money is very, very important 💰

All these things are absolutely important — yes, yes, yes. But... Are we doing them in a way that is keeping us mentally safe, spiritually safe, emotionally safe?

When we look at the mental health pandemic that’s going on — perhaps not so much. 😟🧠

You know what I mean?

Yes — these things are absolutely necessary to propel humanity. It has propelled us till now.

But now that the robots are here 🤖... AI is here...

Where are we gonna go? What’s gonna happen, you know?

Are we still gonna value the same things that we always have? Or are things just gonna completely shift?

And um... We are truly gonna have to look inwards to find fulfillment. 🔍💫

What happens when jobs disappear? You know?

What are all the artists feeling like? 🎭🎨

Don’t you see what’s happening in Hollywood? 🎬 You know what I mean?

What’s happening to people when AI is completely taking over is — it is getting quite desperate in some places. 😬

I just don’t think people are... noticing it as much. Because perhaps the news is not making that much noise. And perhaps — a little bit of war here and there is keeping us distracted. 🧨📰

But right underneath our feet —digital currency is replacing cash. 💳📉

Lots of things are happening. You know?

Even like secret societies, like Freemasons — all these people have come to Instagram, everywhere — just giving their knowledge to everybody. 🧿📲

You know? Well — to those who wish to receive it. To those who want to learn — it’s there. It’s there. It’s not hidden anymore. 🔓📚

And I personally think — people only need a little bit of guidance. Like... don’t get me wrong — Initiations are very, very powerful.

If you get initiated by someone — especially ritually — It is very, very powerful. 🔥🙏

And it stays with you throughout your life. Like — it is very, very powerful. And it kinda stays with you throughout your life — especially for a certain amount of time.

Like you feel something — some force guide you — and information just enters into your life like never before. ✨

So that's what initiations do. And they guard you as well.

They guard you when you’re trying to do negative things or whatever — it literally guards you not to do it, not to take those actions.

That’s what I felt, you know?

And all these kinds of things just seem weird. It just seems weird to people — like, How does it really...? Like, what...? 🤨

You know — you can’t see it.

For me, it’s like — If I can transfer a song from my phone to yours through Bluetooth, and you can’t see the Bluetooth... 📲📶

Then yes — this thought transmission, energy transmission kind of works like that.

It works like Bluetooth and Wi-Fi.

You can’t see it — because it’s in a different frequency. 🌐⚡

But did that video just travel from my phone to yours? It did.

You know — similarly, thoughts can also be transferred like that. Emotions can also be transferred like that. And believe me or not — it is very, very similar.

It’s just information being transferred. 🧠📡

You know?

But we kind of... I very much try to refrain from blaming anybody or any organisation anymore. 🙅🏾‍♂️

Because, uh... The correct wording would be like:

“We have conditioned ourselves to believe.”

You know?

Nobody has forced us by pointing a gun, right?

Yes, of course. If you break the law, and like — in the end — they will point a gun if you try to break too much laws. 🔫 Okay?

We have been conditioning the way. But why though? Why?

Because without this conditioning — we humans are wild. We are wild. 🐾

We are as good as animals, alright? Without a church in every corner... Without a temple in every corner... or a mosque — whichever culture you come from — humanity would have been completely different.

And even to establish those churches and mosques — people had to kill a lot, you know? ⚔️

So we've come a long way from there.

Even for me — being able to talk like this is a blessing. 🙏 You know? It's a great opportunity.

And I would hate to just waste it blaming people and things. But at the same time, uh...

If I just become a p*ssy, and don't address the things that need to be addressed — within myself — and what I see could benefit the society at large... Uh... the Earth. The whole world at large, you know?

Then I think I'm doing a very, very big disservice to the whole world. 🌍

You know — to all the gurus that I've learned from, to my deities and everybody...

Like — I think I'm doing a very, very big disservice. 😔

And I think that's the bit that kinda like gets me really, really fiery and angry within — when I don't do these kind of things. When I don't try to help people, or like when I see that I can do something and I don’t do it — like something inside me just kills me. 🔥

But I've also learned, like — I can't just go and start to like preaching everybody. You know? Like I'm just like: “Oh, he needs help — hello!” You know — put my underpants on and just advising people. 🩲🤣

You know — I'm done with that phase of my life as well.

So therefore — here I am. Okay?

I think the best thing for me to do is to just transmit the knowledge. Transmit the wisdom. Share my experiences. 📡📖

So those who wish to receive it — will naturally receive it. And those who don’t — can always swipe past, right?

So — welcome back to the madness. 😵‍💫 This is The Demon Buddha.

And I’ve taken on the name The SITRUS for now. 🍊 Because if you call me SITRUS — it’s just like me, right?

It’s a little sweet. It’s a little sour. Alright?

And if you do not know how to eat it — and eat it with the cover on — then it might be a little bitter as well, right? 🤢

So all you gotta do is use a little bit of head. 🧠 Read the instructions a little bit, which clearly says:

“Please peel me off before you eat me.” And eat the oranges, OK? Not the lime. 🍊🚫

But anyways, uh... It is Week 3, Episode 3. 🎙️

I don’t know what to say — it’s the same d*mn thing, hmm...

It started off as like a weekly blog. Vlog. Podcast. Whatever the h*ll you call it, OK? 😂

I’m not really good at doing those two-hour, three-hour kind of sh*t.

So I just wanted to come out every week and be like: “Hey guys look — here’s me, another mentally ill guy just trying to put it all together for the past couple of years and never being able to.”

Just desperately — desperately trying — to communicate how I feel, and what I see is, you know, like... affecting my consciousness.

You know what I mean?

Like — how I was evolving through my spiritual progress. 🧘🏽‍♂️ I just wanted to share that. Be able to share that.

But not knowing how to, sometimes.

As I said — the audio would be cr*p. 🎧 Sometimes the video would be cr*p. 🎥 Sometimes I wouldn't know how to write the caption.

I've had to learn all these d*mn things. 😤

You know what people say? “Social media is easy,” right? But no.

I've seen people go from zero to millions — and crash. 💥📉 Like — literally crash.

Crash because they only did it for the views. And then what?

People are... People get bored of you. 🥱 People get bored of you.

They watch you... they — you know, if you cannot provide continuous value, especially if you're only doing it for the views — I think, uh... people will struggle.

I think, uh... I personally would like to avoid that pitfall. 🚫

And come here for the long... Come here for the long run.

You know — and I’ve also seen people who’ve done it for the long run. And how long they struggled for before they actually got it going.

And when I used to hear their story, I used to be like:

“Ugh — why would it take him d*mn 10 years to do this cr*p?” 😩

It’s easy — just put the d*mn camera on! Look — it looks like a normal video anyway, right?

Oh man — the game has changed so much. 🎮⚙️

Like — people have gotten so, so, so good at it that you have to have like a certain level of standard before people even wanna watch your video. 📲

And even if you somehow manage to do it — with just looking very, very normal (which is normal) — just pop the camera on and do it kind of thingy — like... ugh — you must be sharing something very, very important, hahaha! 😂

You must be... ugh. Anyways...

So yeah — I started with that. Um...

But as I keep saying this — another part — this...

You know — through my life, because I’ve had to live in so many different places, hang around with so many different stages of people, and like really get close to people...

If I could’ve just avoided them — I wouldn't have changed so much, I suppose. You know what I mean?

But if I had to go and live in a place... Let’s say if I went to Hong Kong, I would have to live there for two years.

For two years — I would have very, very close friends, right? You make good friends within two years, you know that.

And then I have to go back to Nepal. 🇳🇵 And then in Nepal — you make friends in one school for two years... And then you move to another school for two years, and another school.

So the way that my brain worked was like:

“Oh my God — like, people just leave you.” 😢

You know what I mean? Like... You just like — you become close, and you just have to say goodbye to everybody all the time.

Like — and most of all, I used to get annoyed.

Like, I had this anger problem as a little kid. Right? I’m still little — but... 😅 But just extreme anger problem.

And me just getting frustrated with each and every school — and just moving on and on and on and on, you know?

That’s the kind of kid I was — until like my mid-20s, when I realized:

“Oh my God...” 😳

I can criticize all I want, but people do their own thing. And I think people should be allowed to do their own thing — because it's like different colors, you know? It's variation. And I think just the truth being shared so much these days is like a very happy feeling for me. Because it used to feel quite lonely when you're the only one around talking about these kind of things and really delving into researching these kinds of aspects of life. 🧠📚

But after years of study and practice — I think study alone is not enough. You must practice well if you truly want to figure out what this spirituality is about. What life is about. Why do you feel upset? How can you start feeling good? How can you take destiny into your own hands and visualize something and aim for it and work hard towards it and actually get it?

And what kind of things might actually be a false reality — that when you actually get it, you won’t be satisfied. You know? Most of the things outside, I've come to realize, only make you happy for a moment. I'm not saying it won’t — it will — but very, very short-lived.

What’s the longest a car has made someone happy? 🚗 What’s the longest a video game has made someone happy? 🎮 What’s the longest a girlfriend has made someone happy? 💔 You know — a wife? You can come to a contentment, but that moves away from pleasure. People associate pleasure with love. They do — I think.

And I think there's a lot of confusion. And our awareness and attachment is being diverted into certain aspects of life which is perhaps directly or indirectly causing pain and suffering in this world. And funny enough — like when there's so much information about what Buddha talked about, what Jesus talked about, what all these spiritual masters talked about — still there’s so much work to be done on this earth. 🌍

Perhaps it's because of population growth. But even with all this technology and comfort — people are still sad, people are still upset, people are still living unconsciously. Very, very unconsciously. The level of consciousness is still quite below the heart, I would say, in majority of the human beings. But the good news is — there are a lot of spiritual masters and a lot of spiritual beings. There are a lot of Buddhas and Buddhas in becoming. There are a lot of Bodhisattvas on this earth right now — who are constantly working on spreading knowledge and wisdom and health and wellness to everybody. 🙏

I suppose when we come to this earth — nobody really wants to live diseased and in pain and suffering all the time. And after all the sh*t that I've been through — I would like to dedicate a huge chunk of my life towards uplifting others from pain and suffering as well. 💫

And I've realized I don’t need to — as I said — I don’t need to go out there telling people, “You need to do this, you need to do that.” That’s what I realized. And the best way to do it is perhaps this: share wisdom. Share techniques. Share methods. 🗣️🧘🏽‍♂️So that people can use it in their own life. And I think everything is within us that we really, really need.

So I hope — like — whatever work I do will help people build a bridge between what they think they are and what they truly are. If I could just be that helpful guy trying to do that — or if my work somehow does that to people — it's a satisfaction as a soul. Nothing else. ✨

And honestly, I'm not saying like I've lived a perfect life — as I said. But I have certainly turned hell into some kind of a normalcy — and into an uplifted life, you know? And I can only see it going upwards from here. Because most of my questions have been answered.

And most of my questions — when I need it — it's always immediately answered by whoever you guys call it. For me, I have my own connection with my deities. So it’s like I get my answers. And life is much more clear for me — perception-wise and energetically-wise as well.

I feel much more in control of my energy. I know what to do if negative things happen. I know how not to carry those things and sort of like wash them away. And be able to handle myself through worst of the worst, I suppose. 💪🏾 The best way to describe it — and I think in my spiritual path — I've got to a place where I'm like: the only way to advance further is to start transmitting and learning from that. You know? From here. Like — how much more knowledge am I gonna gather? For what? For enlightenment? What? For my energy? I've got everything that I need and I'm practicing it. And I've got a little bit of a confidence — not even confidence — I've got a little bit of clarity. And I'm confident that I can guide people. Beginners and amateurs alike. I can guide you towards spiritual uplift — let's just say spiritual upliftment. ☀️

That’s the main thing, right? Because only once that is truly opened up — that I think a person will find success in life. Because I've seen so many people — and I've been through it myself — where I’ve thought that is success. And when I've actually gotten there — I've realized: no, it's not it.

And then I've chased after another thing. And then another thing. But then only after a while did I realize — that wasn’t the thing I was looking for anyway.

What is that thing that everybody’s looking for?

I think — like — everybody’s looking for it outside. They're looking in a video game. They’re looking for it in a girlfriend. They’re looking for it in the money. But their source of happiness is inside here. 💖 If they know how to play around with their energy — if they know how to play around with their breath, their body a little bit — you know, eat the right stuff. Avoid things that bring negative into your life. Do a little bit of... be open to a little bit of... what do you call that... I don’t even know how to describe... Just being open to the knowledge of life. To just external knowledge as well. You can't just go through life believing what you've been told — either by your parents or just your society — and think there’s nothing else that exists besides those thought patterns and those things that you value.

Because someone else — from somewhere else — values something else equally as much as you. Because they are willing to give their life up for something that you might call something very, very silly. But it's valuable for them.

So this type of attachments — is what causes us pain, my friends. But it is also the same type of attachments that give us culture, diversity, variety — poetry, music — all this, basically: variety. Diversity. 🌈🎶 Imagine this whole earth was just made out of, like... it only had one type of tree. 😂 And everybody looked the same — it’d be ridiculous, isn’t it?

So yeah — although I do say Tantra Tantra — I just kinda like... I hate to label what I’m doing. But it’s the closest thing to describe the way that I’ve been experiencing my spiritual path. You know? It just naturally happened.

I didn’t aim to be like this. I didn’t believe in deities. I didn’t believe in gods. I was a complete atheist. I was running a business, as I said. And I really, really wanted to become a successful businessman — that was my aim.

But as my mental health deteriorated — in a way that I started getting angry and frustrated with life — I had to figure out the solution, right?

So even after finding the solution — I realized: oh — like when I was looking for the solution, I didn’t realize the whole life was gonna open up to me. You know?

And even very little did I realize — for that opening to happen, it was gonna destroy everything that I believed that I was. Like everything that I thought I was. I believed. Everything that I valued. It just turned everything upside down and made me reevaluate everything properly. And really keep only things that are actually really... decide like:

“Okay. These are the things that are actually important and contribute towards my happiness and contentment. And these are the things that actually drag me down. These are the things that I'm just doing it for no reason at all. Like — I'm just doing it unconsciously — and it's not causing me any happiness. It’s causing me pain, misery. Not just to myself but everybody else around me.”

So after practicing — after practicing my discipline for a while — I think I’m ready to head out and kind of help uplift others as well. Without being too dramatic — I think the most dramatic thing that you’ll find in this podcast will be the name. 😄 But yeah — I do have some ridiculous stories and experiences though. But still — today is the day of clarification. And there will be enough time to talk about stories and experiences in my upcoming book. For now — for the sake of clarity... I just wanted to do this episode quickly explaining like — look guys, this is what has happened. Episode 1, 2, episode 3 — I just wanted to explain.

Like, you know — I was so excited to start in. I was gonna... oh, Monday I'm gonna be doing my podcast, on Tuesday I'm gonna be doing my performance, on Wednesday I'm gonna be doing this, this, this... you know, Minecraft, blah blah blah — which I still am gonna try and do my best.

But there have been times when I've been thinking:

"Oh my God — have I taken on too much?"

But I think the main issue was it all clogging up my algorithm in the same feed. So now that they've all separated — I'm gonna do my best to carry on with the podcast, carry on with the Minecraft stuff, carry on with the music stuff — but keep them all separated.

And believe me or not, when I'm very, very tired — I do doubt. I do think:

"What the h*ll am I doing? Should I carry on all these things?"

But I think there's a method to the madness. I don't know where it's gonna land to — but this podcast definitely is gonna carry on.

And what could you guys expect? You know, who is this for?

I think — people who really, really want to understand life to its core. I think you'll find a lot of information here. But I wanted it to be for the beginners as well. So that when you're just starting out — and you're lost — which path to take, you know in the spiritual path, you get really, really confused. Because nowadays — people don't live in the same village that they're born in. They're in a completely different city. They're in a completely different country. So they have to work accordingly to where they are. You know — I'm in the UK. So I've had to be a certain way. And I really, really do think there's a certain phase of your spiritual journey — if it's written in your path — that is quite dangerous. That you do lose your faculty a little bit. You're not who you truly are. You're not conscious and aware of so many actions that you're doing.

And that is part of — I think — intense Sadhana. That's why it is important for people to know what type of practices to take — and what type of practices not to take.

Because — like me — if you just start doing it without guidance, and if you're just practicing with your breath — little do you understand — your breath is connected to your karma and your destiny. When you're messing around with it — you're juggling up not just your thoughts and emotions — but your whole destiny is being juggled up.

So therefore — meeting one person who's gonna change the way that you breathe — is that one person who will change your destiny. That's how these little breathing practices and mental practices work. But people underestimate it — because people think:

"Oh — it's just changing my thoughts, isn't it? It's just changing my emotions, isn't it?"

Nah. It's changing your emotions — means like changing your whole destiny.

If you manage to even master one of your emotions — like if you can be like:

"I'm never jealous again." And you completely remove it from your life — you see like many, many problems from your life will just automatically go away with it.

So yeah — this is for people who want to understand the spiritual path, figure out which path to actually take if you're confused right now. I think listening to this podcast will definitely help you out.

Artists. Musicians — especially you guys. Creative people — there are so many techniques that I can share — that are actually going to help you uplift. 🎨🎶 I can help you tap into that creative aspect of yourself — what they call as "the zone," "the Muse," the whatever — the God or whatever you call it. I can help you. I can share techniques — and it's not even like me helping you. These techniques want to be shared. 📡 So I'm just sharing it with you guys. And if you guys take it — try it — it will definitely, definitely help you boost your creativity. And yes — as much as I've just called it The Demon Buddha — I will still be talking about my overall thingy as SITRUS. My overall doing as SITRUS.

On one end, I'll be doing this Demon Buddha podcast — it's a spiritual podcast, but so much more down to earth. I'll also be talking about my music and other things that I'm doing — but that'll be a very small part of it. I'll do a quick update — but mostly, I think I'll choose either a book to talk about, a topic to talk about, or take questions from you guys — and try my best to answer it from my perception and my experience. Most of all guys — I'm gonna give it to you raw. As honest as possible. With as little fluff as possible. And perhaps — give you practical insights and tools that I've used myself. 🛠️ That's what I'm gonna do. So I really haven't planned how many podcast episodes that I will do — how long I'll do it for — I'm just gonna carry on. But I have thought about like putting it all in such a way that — like — put this podcast in such a way that it turns into a map for a journey. You know what I mean?

So if people come to episode No. 1 — and they travel with me through the episodes — that they will clearly understand how the podcast series started, and how it developed into this agglomeration of all these information just together.

And I'll do my best to structure it so that seekers alike — when they come, when they're lost about a topic or something — that they can just find it and uh... easier in their life.

Alright — so guys, that's it for Episode No. 3.

And I hope you guys will catch me next week for Episode No. 4 — where I'll be talking about how worshipping, the method of worship, what you call as Bhakti, instant, and the hormone, D.A.T., meditation in vagina — Buddhism, I suppose — how that entered my life and completely turned it upside down. How my experience with it went. What type of deity entered my life. Why it entered. What it gave me. What it taught me. What she taught me.

And how I keep my connection with my deity — all these kind of things I'm gonna share next week, Episode No. 4. So those who are interested — I hope you guys join me — so that it will be like a first-hand experience of someone living in a modern world — trying to do all these things as well on the side. Why? Because I know — it’d be a bit too much for some people. A little bit too much. But I do — I do think these kind of practices come to you because you've done it in your past lives.

Okay — I know it's a bit too hocus pocus for you. But I do think these kind of deities — they carry on from your previous practices in your previous births. And we'll talk about those in the future episodes as well. But for now — I'll... yeah — I'll have to end this episode, isn’t it?

So yes guys — see you next week, where I will share about my practices, how I entered it, and how it has transformed my life.

So see you all next week guys.

Thank you for joining me. 🙏

(From now onwards, all the episodes will be released on Fridays)